| it doesn't mean that i don't trust you anymore when i don't share some things with you. it's just that, i don't know how to tell it to you. i know it's wrong not to tell you. i just thought you won't accept it. i'm not blaming you for feeling jealous because it wasn't you i told about it first. but, you are still the one i run to whenever i feel lonely. and i am always here for you to run to whenever you have problems. but please understand me, i really don't want you to get mad at me. im so sorry. i didn't mean to hurt you. sometimes, i just think that i cannot tell everything to you. not all of my secrets.. i just don't know why. i am choosing what things i should tell you. maybe it's because your best bud is your greatest enemy. i don't know. i really don't know what to say to you. i hope that nothing will change after this. especially that we're already parting ways..
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| waaah!!! i have been busy these past few days. good thing we have a two day break. nothing much to do. i just sleep almost all day. and went to the mall. my fourth year life is very fast. few months to go and i will be graduating already. i'm excited about college but i don't want to leave high school yet. so much things i need to do, but i'm a bit lazy right now. i don't want to do my homeworks... waaaah....
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| its been long since i last posted here again. hehe. life is fine. so many things that happened. well, my aunts and uncles just went back to america awhile ago in the morning. so sad, that they will go away again, but it was nice having them here. there is no more child who is so makulit in the house. at last, but it is weird that the house is so quiet. we don't see much of our cousins now because we don't have visitors anymore. my mom is not here right now. she's in the states and will be home on tuesday morning. well, the school just started last tuesday. it was fine. and i don't have anyone to talk to during class hours. im trying to overcome my shyness but i can't. maybe it's just because the school has started. maybe next time i won't be shy anymore. i'm already in my junior year! yehey! we'll be having our prom next year maybe on february. i hope it's not going to be in school. hehe. i'm also deciding on what course to take in college. before i was thinking of nursing, then i changed my mind and i considered either pharmacy or SPED. but i really hate science. hehe. that't why i don't like pharmacy. but last night, our aunts talked to us. they told us that they want us to all live in america. they said that they will help us. but we also need to contribute because it's not easy for us to go out of the country. my aunts said that the easiest way to get out was to take nursing. nursing has many oppurtunies for us. maybe nursing really is the best course for me. i can earn many money when i take up nursing and even go to different places. i can also live in america with my family. that's a wonderful life there! i was shocked that my cousin already bought a 16mill php just in 5 yrs after graduating in nursing. and i really want a house like my aunt's. it is really big and nice. hehe. well, now i'm decided on what course to take. i hope i can fullfill my dreams. =) |
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| grbe.. ang tgal ko na nde ngppost d2 ha.. well.. it's summer vac! im so bored.. la mgawa.. nde k2lad last yr, sobrang enjoy.. ngaun, ang skit ng ulo ko.. waaaah.. e pnu ba nman, knina pa ako nsa hrap ng comp.. im stil luking for summer workshops and im shopping on the net.. la pdn ako mhnap until now.. aun.. nu kya pwde? im thinking abt dancing.. nu kya mganda?.. hay.. san kya kme ppnta dis summer.. im rily looking forward to it.. nu ba? nxt week na bgayan ng cards nmen.. sa wakas. lalang.. harhar.. ewan bhala na.. |
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